Comparison

Scott dressed Reagan yesterday and as soon as I saw her I remembered something. I went to the computer and found a picture of Eden from March before we went to TX. Eden is heavily sedated in the picture (first one) and she scratched her face during an episode of shortness of breath, but she's still absolutely beautiful. And the second picture is of Reagan in the same outfit, she also looks just beautiful. They truly were identical.... the similarities are so evident. It makes me so sad that we will not see Eden grow and develop as Reagan has, and to dress them alike. I miss her so deeply. Even though the sun was shining today, I feel very heavy and dark. I want to feel completely happy again.... but I'm not entirely sure that's possible. Reagan gives me so much happiness, she's such a joy! But I still feel that emptiness in my heart.
EDEN

REAGAN