I never knew my heart could feel so broken. Everyday is a struggle just to get out of bed. Scott feels the same way, and he has gone back to work so it’s probably even harder for him. This sadness that I walk around with every moment of everyday feels like it will never go away. Our lives are forever changed, we can't 'get through this' or 'move on', we have determined though that we simply have become different people; people who have lost a child, people whose hearts ache, people who want their daughters spirit and legacy to live on forever. We are figuring out how to do this- how do we make people and Reagan, especially, ALWAYS remember Eden. Sometimes we wish that God would write it down on a piece of paper, but we know that He doesn't work that way. Instead, somehow and at some point in our lives He will reveal to us how to make Eden live on. For now, we simply ache for her. We LOVE you forever Eden.